love, metaphysics, alchemy and raw

What is indeed disconnection from your twin? Disconnection from your twin is really disconnecting the core essence of love from your self and that of source love energy. If you feel disconnected from the connection with your twin you are called back home to the deepest core of your self and uniting with the vortex of love that you are and that source root realms which is always flowing with you in ever infinite love. Of course in the human fields and earth realms we would be missing the other and ones we miss. We would be missing the physical fullness, experience and embodiment in love. But the earth field realms is only one part of the fullness of love experience and in the greater whole you are always and infinitely more connected to love of love. This source pool of love will guide you home and to your core self. From there you are non separate from your twin or any other in your energetic periphery. With openness of heart you are connected forever more in the pool of...

Much is working behind the apparent scenes at twin level now and those aspects are to be trusted more and more. The time and earth plane barriers to look beyond are more than forever more are being tested and they do indeed need to be stepped forth in the crossing as has been the call for all twinflame love uniting. This is not one of the usual pervaded earth dimension but we are only coming together in full spectrum with individual aspecting karmic dealings being cleared. So that work is always kept in frontal. When we see and say, your I AM principle is ready or readier more while the other is not we are really being focused back to the mirror self. Yes, indeed you are and there is some more clearing in the mirror aspecting self that needs to be tended to. this gets harder on our earthly selves and essence self being that feels busted for we have waited long enough but then they assure us, that is not all, there is some more realms to be crossed over in within that which need...

[image credit: Gilbert Williams] For me essence of what is real and reality merging from what is seen or experienced as linear dynamics is never static right there. Reality essence is always congealing, opening, unfurling and living in many realms in the multidimensional. And that is why this life in the human co relating becomes the biggest adventure in trying to align all of the energy bodies of the multidimensional spectrum. I know for truth that many of us do go through the stage aligning vortexes and it is so new in the field. In the highest level of crystal grid dynamics and opening core realms of such alignment these pivotal dimensions are all taking place in the new and new. Such paradigms of re ality alignment have been ancient known and yet birthing in the new in the human consciousness and our collective field all of the time and all over again.  So there are many layers to it and this new birthing of the new conscious realms. Some dreams have been s...

12 is the number of learning as a teacher and master guidance number of being the student itself. As we are learner and teacher in our own principles both in the new paradigms since there is no specific guru or mentor in the new realms but you and us being the both in the balance of giver, receiver, master and student here in our core principles. One. You are focusing too much over your twin, obsessing over it, about the connection, whether or not you are twins or if you are going to meet, when and how, having dilemmas and what not. Dilemmas and doubts come from egoic dimensions if they are showing up to be such that means you need to have the focus back on your self, love (1 st self love) and then the love it self and have your connection back to source. If you are missing this source and higher self connection piece 1 st you could be delaying reunion. Though nothing really delays reunion and every thing is an expansion of the lesson you are uniting in the fields. But t...

Your core  intuition is always guiding and giving you a clearer direction, a sense of assurance even when it comes as a warning. The feelings you get from intuition is always that of an opening, loving warmth similar to the connection of deep love and safety we feel. The body language of fear is very different. it comes in tight knots, with past memories or conditioning attached, constrictions felt in your throat, heart, butterflies in the tummy syndromes. We are all conditioned with a lot of fear which blocks intuition. Like working an unused muscle or tuning to an old guitar it requires exercising. I suggest start up with works like that of Judith Orloff and making practices like meditation, connecting with your higher self, writing morning pages,(i do a lot of coaching in regards to journaling and different forms of writing to get in tune with guidance) flow journaling, getting into activities that require an altered state like practicing automatic or proprioceptive writi...

As part of the usual updates in the blog, I take in sent questions to answer some very ones I feel more urgently needing to be out there for more. A pertaining question that keeps being experienced by many and here are some valid directions that would come most to purposeful divination of such levels. So here is the one: one feels they met their twinflame and the relationship ended up short and appeared a disaster to them and they are hurting, wanting questions if that is twinflame why would that end or hurt and such. :- There are multiple levels of this, a quick jiffy helpful pointer and most important in understanding these core dynamics of soul incarnates: So often times twin relationships are big time soul searching honoring level of big time gateway plans of our ascension light, the meeting of our true selves in FULL RESPONSIBILITY. in DEED i find no greater call to twin flame love than this, it is a full level uniting acknowledgment to our fullness, we are here to be meeti...

When asked so many times on who do I channel and especially if I am tuning into certain frequencies differing when channeling the arch angels and other times when it’s the goddesses or if its sometimes its just our higher selves connecting and so on… Truth of it is, there are many and endless forms of guides and energetic entities, totem figures, past present and future ones that we can communicate with. You just don’t have one friend or spirit guide or angel or even that one angelic dear one like you have in your life, you have many. So there are always many to choose from and depending upon situations, circumstances stages in your life or if you are a professional reader and channel like me or just do it for your own purpose, there would be many of them showing up at differing forms and stage gateways of life. The different archangels and guides would show up for reading for others and sometimes a guide or energetic entity would come through and I am not clear who they ar...

In Twin relationships and the full spectrum of journey of growth in terms of twin relating crossing over the linear spectrum of time and the polarities and dualities of the outward experience in life is a very key lesson that comes to us. It is something that will show up till we are reaching towards the outward extension of the full matching of the dissolution of the inner and outer self. Where the world reflected outward is the created garden and the divine expression of the vessel of source that you are pre sented as. There is no separation from the truth of your heart, core, soul, alignment levels and the fullness of the dimension extended in the world and the one you are bringing in co creation. The highest co creating levels you experience is with you and Source or God or All that is that aligns you with the All and you and your twin, the highest journey of expression that fullness of being and the full ranging aspect of the Source expressed is seen through this high union. It ...

Raw cleanses and especially mono mealing on fruits or juices save to be one of the effective most ways to cleanse the system and take one’s growth process way upward tons of notches higher. I personally find nothing on earth to be as healing, cleansing and nourishing a process as with raw mono cleanse detoxes or juice detox in some extension. In your own gentle ways and if required through super vision and following your body calls, these are the most effective deep healing cleanses that you can support your self with. The biggest gift you can give to the aid of your healing. This blog was termed raw alchemy for reasons unremembered by me and it was so long back with on and off posts that I don’t recall exactly the proper reason though I am sure the higher self knows! However to come back to the point of “raw alchemy” or the process of pure transition bringing out the darkness into the light to birth something purely new and wonderful into the living, there is no...

All of growing in my experience comes through love. Love in any form is the highest grounding force for us to bring us to our greatest growth no matter the kind of love that comes. Even the off type of love or not so much of the “love” that we may experience through certain interactions or relationship or even situations that demand us to be more of what we have ever been, shed all aspects of us and come emerged into wholeness of the new that we are called to step up to be. There are so many layers and intricacies to love and the kind of loving we experience and all of them leads to the promised eternal experience of the soul growth in the realness of the picture, in the vastness of who we truly are meant to be. Some love requires greater learning of compassion and the human experience is the only one that is able to give us those intricacies of soul chosen experiences that we are meant to take on. All of love and all loving are our prayer and greatest temple of learning. ...

“It is very hard to live with silence. The real silence is death and this is terrible. To approach this silence, it is necessary to journey to the desert. you do not go to the desert to find identity, but to lose it, to lose your personality, to be anonymous. You make yourself void. You become silence. You become more silent than the silence around you. And then something extraordinary happens: you hear silence speak." — Edmond Jabes     Dance and walk with the dead and the dying, the dying ember of everything within. When in the dying and caving in process life gives you all the chances to be in the presence of the space of full creation. You are out of the noise of the world and sometimes everything outside hurts and comes boomerang to be the scare of the paradigms that society tends to follow. But as you open up with the unfiltered rays of pure presence something extraordinary happens. It is easier being a walking zen monk in the monastery but not amidst the bustle...

In earth time experience the word enlightenment is nothing but spiritual lightness of being aligning the highest living embodiment of all that you are and have chosen in your higher self embodying in bringing the wholeness of creation in your physical living divine vessel that which you have chosen to be. It is not something to be achieved or come to but that which you are at core in all realness. It is not something you come to doing just specific things. It is something you come to no matter what and through every step and being of processing, be it the next step of having a fight in human experience or doing something that feels totally out of your soul call or making love or feeling at bliss or in stress. It is something that is within and running through the veins of it all behind the mask of human rapid experiencing. It is not something to be achieved out of the realms when and so long as you are here. However it is something that surely brings you more and more in step to t...