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You cannot suffuse something that which it is not into a boxed in closure since that is not possible. You cannot intervene in the organic flow and ebb of growth nor be co mingling at the choice of someone else’s karmic phase. You can let go and be attached attend to your own energies in the dear precious most extended instead. The true centering and radiance of your light will pull in, upgrade and expand in your planes of ever growing truth all that needs to be pulled higher and birthed. You cannot extend the life of something beyond that which is divinely higher self chosen interrogated to experience and come in the meeting of its tenure. You cannot speed process things beyond a point for it is what is not being allowed through divine alignment of nature. Flow gathers in momentum as life speaks for itself in organic nature. Nature cannot be rushed or hushed into talks or spells. You are to listen to her and align with her instead. Keep matching your pace and flow, leave the ...

It is to be ingrained that why loss of the deepest kind can really come through death like separation and why not the other forms of losses that we are multiplied inherent in the different stages we go through life So there are losses like that of a stage of a relationship, a different transition whirlpool going in love, the loss of a job, a dream, a broken any thing. The loss or void of any aspect of changes in life is after all a loss and the edifying sequences of coming in terms with those aspects of loss in love must be allowed through the spaces of the broken transition terms Before the whole can meet its authentic self in the next there would be deep stages of dissolution that get in to the zones of void. The lonely days in desert and isolation would be different for each one in every aspect. It Is not something that can be termed through oneness of a union but we can relate through the different zoas beyond the separating aspects that somewhere somehow th...

Letting go is the essential full tandem cyclical force and versification of nature in essence. I keep getting the nudged the highest directed especially when in terms of working with twin relationship relating whether for self or another I am at work with. This comes especially true that the bigger the purpose of a relationship in our life vortex or greater the karmic impact of any aspect we are to experience greater pangs of separation anxiety or sometimes even when together, the challenges. Letting go means really being in the present, releasing expectations, the “who” even or what or how. It is about being fully immersed loyal to the love, the loving nature of all that is which is forever open, ready and for you and all you are here about. This is not about holding on something that is out of your control despite the dreams, desires, longing and however much you may feel the depth of the connection. One the twin alignment path the shamanic dreams of recent ordering focused on...

In the shamanic dream regression and life path explorations of many layers I came to the full recognition of some of my deepest old held fears. These included some of the old held pre life fears of uncalled for devotion to a cause or a condition of a life especially when as a nun. The uncalled for devotion led to many directions towards one’s life and surprisingly this aspect of being a nun of the ages or having to be in a mode of life absolutely dedicated to seclusion, service and one’s loyalty as well as tending to fears from deeper isolation from societal structure came crashing down in many blows and layers in this one. In another life time the execution of the self and ex communication, an aspect of living that we in the fullness of union merging of the divine feminine masculine pathways can relate, tore into me the veils of many levels of fear that needed to be released. The 1 st  of which was proclaiming one’s right, authentic call as a wise woman shaman healer of th...