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For as long grief set heavy and there was this heaviness in burden to be released it is important to take one’s own way to take to the portal of clearing. No matter what we might be accustomed to the burden of any heavy duty call of releasing, however freeing needs a separate space in attending with honor. This maybe small or ritualistic or symbolic of one’s deepest calling to the next level of one’s attunement but it is important to pay attention to the slowing down of process of one’s normal rigor for one cannot function through anyway or barely collapses It is important to honor being in timeless bound space and to give an honored calling to the grief spacing keeping a refuge shelter for as much would be needed to take heed of the heart’s spacing. The heart indeed does know the way to heal through its broken collapsing pieces. One’s truth wisdom and guidance in alignment does show one how to see to the next steps in the path and the immediate very next even if that not be t...

In the deep inherent space beyond the obvious is the deeper vacuity of the untouched nebula of the pre birthed stage. This is the fertile ground and space of the pure consciousness stage, the space of all possibility. This silence is where we return to, which we must seek no matter what goes on and keeps being presented through the dynamics of this earthly life. This silence is the omnipresence, the birthing portal of the infinite more fertile territory of being. All else being the temporary distraction in the web of the other attempted dimensions of existence. They have their own place and must be allowed in the pacing of the flow journey as with the alignment of the stars. Any rush or doing out of non alignment takes sabotage and distorts the real silencing pacing of the full birthing of the star. One cannot rush, fix and allow big things to flourish. There would be pettiness dangling in the air like cobwebs from beneath the rusty corners of unattended attic rooms of your conscio...

“It is very hard to live with silence. The real silence is death and this is terrible. To approach this silence, it is necessary to journey to the desert. you do not go to the desert to find identity, but to lose it, to lose your personality, to be anonymous. You make yourself void. You become silence. You become more silent than the silence around you. And then something extraordinary happens: you hear silence speak." — Edmond Jabes     Dance and walk with the dead and the dying, the dying ember of everything within. When in the dying and caving in process life gives you all the chances to be in the presence of the space of full creation. You are out of the noise of the world and sometimes everything outside hurts and comes boomerang to be the scare of the paradigms that society tends to follow. But as you open up with the unfiltered rays of pure presence something extraordinary happens. It is easier being a walking zen monk in the monastery but not amidst the bustle...