love, metaphysics, alchemy and raw

Your core  intuition is always guiding and giving you a clearer direction, a sense of assurance even when it comes as a warning. The feelings you get from intuition is always that of an opening, loving warmth similar to the connection of deep love and safety we feel. The body language of fear is very different. it comes in tight knots, with past memories or conditioning attached, constrictions felt in your throat, heart, butterflies in the tummy syndromes. We are all conditioned with a lot of fear which blocks intuition. Like working an unused muscle or tuning to an old guitar it requires exercising. I suggest start up with works like that of Judith Orloff and making practices like meditation, connecting with your higher self, writing morning pages,(i do a lot of coaching in regards to journaling and different forms of writing to get in tune with guidance) flow journaling, getting into activities that require an altered state like practicing automatic or proprioceptive writi...

Sitting alone, here in the stillness of the nothingness, the void beyond and the dark, drowning beyond all points, there is nothing but letting it all go while the pain body faced all in the raw is being washed over the by the sharp jagged edges and the waves. Unfettered and nothing but the relentless waves of sinking in swallowing me over, there is no nothing and absolute still point emergence. You know nothing exists and beyond, it is just you and the universe and no point in return. It is eternal emergence. With continued and rapid moving throes of coming into terms of being alive through the pain and throbbing with it all the call for feeling so much and too much, one perhaps knows one is alive. It is as good as being merged with eternal bliss body. What is this pain body anyway? When in release you know there is nothing to be done but utter surrender while you are soaked and washed in. You drown, you are as good as dead anyway. Living surrendered to the  ultimate still po...