Pain Body Exploration and Sweet Darkness

The Feminine is finally meeting her pain with a respectful namaste. Her pain is her oldest teacher. Also the one she's avoided facing at all costs. Finally, she's putting her attention to it. Feeling it fully without running away is scary, its specially hard stay in it. Her sankalpa to shift her consciousness is coming from a space that is much larger than her contractions. Her practice is to continue to breathe into her 'not knowing'. Slowly, as she experiences her dark, agonising spaces without resistance, it begins to take her through the dark allies of lifetime after lifetime of victim/aggressor existence. And at the end of the tunnel, she meets love. Intense, blinding, golden, shimmering love. She melts into it. She brings back as much of this love as she needs, and repairs her fragmented life, replenishes her atrophied arteries, and feeds the cramped and aching parts. Her numb parts come alive, & her body begins to shift at a cellular level. Her pain body ~ ...