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There are times during the lonely tending of the soul’s maturing process where one must be the assigned gardener tilling the soil solo. Knowing that there are forces all working together and nothing is alone really but the human part of the work is all yours alone. It is physical and it is one of enduring deep hardship. It is one of testing all levels of bringing out tempered purpose of the soul. It inserts itself deep into the real calls of our longing, why we write or be or be home or thus far or even create anything even if a life of our own of that level of passion. These are such levels that need be tested and home grown to bring through the truth of our beings. These are to be done alone, even in solitude of the winter lands of one’s transitioning self one knows one is never ever left apart. There are forces attesting to the deep immersion process through our testing and we do know that life works beyond these transitory levels of the human chronos chairos directions. Thes...

In the deep inherent space beyond the obvious is the deeper vacuity of the untouched nebula of the pre birthed stage. This is the fertile ground and space of the pure consciousness stage, the space of all possibility. This silence is where we return to, which we must seek no matter what goes on and keeps being presented through the dynamics of this earthly life. This silence is the omnipresence, the birthing portal of the infinite more fertile territory of being. All else being the temporary distraction in the web of the other attempted dimensions of existence. They have their own place and must be allowed in the pacing of the flow journey as with the alignment of the stars. Any rush or doing out of non alignment takes sabotage and distorts the real silencing pacing of the full birthing of the star. One cannot rush, fix and allow big things to flourish. There would be pettiness dangling in the air like cobwebs from beneath the rusty corners of unattended attic rooms of your conscio...