love, metaphysics, alchemy and raw

Your core  intuition is always guiding and giving you a clearer direction, a sense of assurance even when it comes as a warning. The feelings you get from intuition is always that of an opening, loving warmth similar to the connection of deep love and safety we feel. The body language of fear is very different. it comes in tight knots, with past memories or conditioning attached, constrictions felt in your throat, heart, butterflies in the tummy syndromes. We are all conditioned with a lot of fear which blocks intuition. Like working an unused muscle or tuning to an old guitar it requires exercising. I suggest start up with works like that of Judith Orloff and making practices like meditation, connecting with your higher self, writing morning pages,(i do a lot of coaching in regards to journaling and different forms of writing to get in tune with guidance) flow journaling, getting into activities that require an altered state like practicing automatic or proprioceptive writi...

Entwined Love In these quiet spaces of being miles away from each other In some dimension of disconnection from the other I re alize the fullness of our union As I unite in the realms connecting the dots The space gathering of the energetic sequence Forming the grid light of violet flame and red dots right over your mantles Your body forever protected in the perfection of the light tent built through our love Connecting for ever with the oneness of love that is all love Your soul child inner self forever tender love held in the golden liquid of my palms Your real heart core giver crystal boy love forever giving open heart, nurturing whole yet never attended the same back, And more and more all deepest recesses of realmost parts of you Forever infinite more embraced in closeness to one union that we know eternal The spaces dither in the multidimensions yet twining us part at times It is the miss step of presencing of that glorious eternal beat that sets...

With many accords on energetic clearing, cord cutting and many levels of energy cleansing and healing levels some of the aspects of environmental, closet or our immediate outside elements evacuation holds to be of utmost importance. With directions to any levels of cleansing and clearing out these energetic directions serve to be true and are of utmost relevance to our growth as well as cutting down baggage or excess from our lives. Immediate excess sense or any baggage would merely serve as distractions from our core purpose, hide out the real us in deep within transit layers of different conflicts that are totally not in alignment to the path of our dreams and journeys. When we cut out the excess layering, the baggage and clutter, we make room for energetic space clearance in a big way. With any level of energy cleansing whether through reconnective healing modes or space clearing or even cord cutting from stages of relationship or movement we are wanting to make absolu...

This is my place to soothe us true centered heart aligned HSPs and empaths I understand you and we do for each other and we are here to encourage the real core of humanity to wake up to the layers of sensitivities and heart activation that is really possible. There are many layers of utilized abilities that can come from being the sensitive one, the weirder one, the loony one and the most misunderstood. These do not have to come purposefully packaged with the fast food mechanism or techy heralding of the rest of the world. There are too many things going on already that have far gone beyond the natural aspect of being adding more and more of chemical trail and DNA depleting human nature destroying vaccine raping along with the carnage blown over day to day toward mother earth and all of its environmental norms. It is still a wonder that the earth has survived and lived and allowed us to bloom. It is still a surprise that HSPs and empaths are coming together and following their own...

This full spectrum of growth amazes me. Growth is forever more realer in the bolder depths of expansion. For ever and immensely stretching beyond all the chartered notions of what feels and comes to settle in as the pre watched and previously held norms. Growth is about forever out growing and stretching of the muscles of the self that leads to realer more colors of expansion. It is through the experiencing of growth that the universe stretches and dances itself through the life forms of the mastery of the “I AM” principle in the cosmic design code. In the times of the immense growing process there was the stall ward period of the seeming one of so when I longed for it, pined for it, cried to sleep and death for it. At least, it was a good kind of death anyway, the type that gets you to be out of bed new and renewed again. You are dying in the old shells of you coming born in the new forms and dimensions of you. In the depths of your soul you know this is what birth and rebirthing ma...

All pain is a golden gift but that does not mean it is without the experiencing of the pain. After we uncover the gift we are happy about the pain experience. but not necessarily at all it has not been painful. To contradict that is false. Staying at the center and focus and bringing attention to the pain in the present that we are feeling is the golden gateway to be given as gift to us. What area of your life or body or any aspect of your being are you feeling any pain? Would you simply and purely be able to bring in attention to that pain body aspect of you in pure presencing and golden light of being? That surely is the highest gift you can bring to your self in the highest present nugget of being. Pain is an inevitable composite of life and a transitory phase that shifts you into light. It may even come as a simple transition call from one defining element of life into another. Pain does not have to be the inevitable platitude for growth neither would it have to be a remark...

Raw cleanses and especially mono mealing on fruits or juices save to be one of the effective most ways to cleanse the system and take one’s growth process way upward tons of notches higher. I personally find nothing on earth to be as healing, cleansing and nourishing a process as with raw mono cleanse detoxes or juice detox in some extension. In your own gentle ways and if required through super vision and following your body calls, these are the most effective deep healing cleanses that you can support your self with. The biggest gift you can give to the aid of your healing. This blog was termed raw alchemy for reasons unremembered by me and it was so long back with on and off posts that I don’t recall exactly the proper reason though I am sure the higher self knows! However to come back to the point of “raw alchemy” or the process of pure transition bringing out the darkness into the light to birth something purely new and wonderful into the living, there is no...

“It is very hard to live with silence. The real silence is death and this is terrible. To approach this silence, it is necessary to journey to the desert. you do not go to the desert to find identity, but to lose it, to lose your personality, to be anonymous. You make yourself void. You become silence. You become more silent than the silence around you. And then something extraordinary happens: you hear silence speak." — Edmond Jabes     Dance and walk with the dead and the dying, the dying ember of everything within. When in the dying and caving in process life gives you all the chances to be in the presence of the space of full creation. You are out of the noise of the world and sometimes everything outside hurts and comes boomerang to be the scare of the paradigms that society tends to follow. But as you open up with the unfiltered rays of pure presence something extraordinary happens. It is easier being a walking zen monk in the monastery but not amidst the bustle...

Sitting alone, here in the stillness of the nothingness, the void beyond and the dark, drowning beyond all points, there is nothing but letting it all go while the pain body faced all in the raw is being washed over the by the sharp jagged edges and the waves. Unfettered and nothing but the relentless waves of sinking in swallowing me over, there is no nothing and absolute still point emergence. You know nothing exists and beyond, it is just you and the universe and no point in return. It is eternal emergence. With continued and rapid moving throes of coming into terms of being alive through the pain and throbbing with it all the call for feeling so much and too much, one perhaps knows one is alive. It is as good as being merged with eternal bliss body. What is this pain body anyway? When in release you know there is nothing to be done but utter surrender while you are soaked and washed in. You drown, you are as good as dead anyway. Living surrendered to the  ultimate still po...