love, metaphysics, alchemy and raw

So in my drought and puzzle of not having or meeting the real one or feeling amidst the hopelessness I too sought active counsel of a soul seeing discerning friend. Maybe there were pieces of the puzzle I was missing, not seeing at that current juncture or was it was I dreaming fake for some true connection hood? Was there going to be an end of the desert spell of such loneliness? We all have doubts fighting demonic battles inside our hearts when such heart light breaks down in to chaotic pieces in the mayhem of sudden human transitions. Doubting and feeling off being set in tune by the twin guides so far, maybe all this is fake and nothing is real I could fight no more but surrender for help amidst my clear seeing path and leading light for many I needed a heart reflection, a pool to rest amidst the turmoil. Suddenly into step back from the noise and seek counsel of another I trusted to be old and wise enough in the realms. With such directions in heart path I did took and ...

There are times during the lonely tending of the soul’s maturing process where one must be the assigned gardener tilling the soil solo. Knowing that there are forces all working together and nothing is alone really but the human part of the work is all yours alone. It is physical and it is one of enduring deep hardship. It is one of testing all levels of bringing out tempered purpose of the soul. It inserts itself deep into the real calls of our longing, why we write or be or be home or thus far or even create anything even if a life of our own of that level of passion. These are such levels that need be tested and home grown to bring through the truth of our beings. These are to be done alone, even in solitude of the winter lands of one’s transitioning self one knows one is never ever left apart. There are forces attesting to the deep immersion process through our testing and we do know that life works beyond these transitory levels of the human chronos chairos directions. Thes...

[ the pictures taken are just random silly things from my life and day : P : P : ) : ) ] If I am to let you in, into the deepest silliest true parts of some of the weird mundane and eventually just random things about me then just like that some of them happen to be as follows … J J And don’t forget to step in and add yours or send me your random fun, weird, sad, loopy, just plain and whatever in between as you feel (mail or comment or post in your page or blog but do share J J ) I would LOVE TO KNOW. Don’t think much just put in what honestly and truthfully comes 1 st and just plainly go spontaneously with the flow. I know on any other day it would be a tad related different but just keep it real and tell us about the core you as painfully embarrassed honest as it could get. I feel I could get ever more mundane on any other day but well, what more really : P : P So here we go, if you were to truly know me you would eventually perhaps just get to know in ...