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Sitting alone, here in the stillness of the nothingness, the void beyond and the dark, drowning beyond all points, there is nothing but letting it all go while the pain body faced all in the raw is being washed over the by the sharp jagged edges and the waves. Unfettered and nothing but the relentless waves of sinking in swallowing me over, there is no nothing and absolute still point emergence. You know nothing exists and beyond, it is just you and the universe and no point in return. It is eternal emergence. With continued and rapid moving throes of coming into terms of being alive through the pain and throbbing with it all the call for feeling so much and too much, one perhaps knows one is alive. It is as good as being merged with eternal bliss body. What is this pain body anyway? When in release you know there is nothing to be done but utter surrender while you are soaked and washed in. You drown, you are as good as dead anyway. Living surrendered to the  ultimate still po...

When on the pathway true surrender to your desire meets the call, it is the universe meeting at your feet in wilderness. You become the worshipper and the worshipped in true soul liberation and there could not be anything more worthy than to meet your highest self in the innate and longing humanness for that has been part of the call why we chose to be here. To experience the muck and the glory, to feel things, do and experience and be be. Surrender to desire usually is the long awaited soul liberating process of denial coming in works from layers and layers. Be it the historical, anthropological and all the pre pre notions, the aspects of the balancing of the divine feminine and masculine and all that talks of the schism of the two or how to bring that balance of the balance in healing, comes in meeting of all our denied and repressed selves. Usually a whole new vortex of liberation takes place. In the chakra energy body systems the energetic dimensions though all connected layer up...