love, metaphysics, alchemy and raw

You meet your twinflame when you are more beyond readily met and mated with the love self hood of your true self. 1 st and foremost one must be committed to THAT and give all full birthing service to that. Else how do you think you would be meeting a love worthy to the fullness of the all aspecting divine gateway of being in full union. You do not meet your twinflame or come into fullness of alignment as broken parts of the self but you do heal, transition and align light divine forces upon your meeting. You do indeed need to be 1 st and foremost committed to your path and give your fullness of devotion to that. You must indeed be finding your true deepest passion light and channel that glory to all that is and divine. There are stages of growth realized and learnt in love and all that must be met 1 st , life aligning with oneness must come to balance of balancehood. The karmic stages of older tormented chained selves of the human must really be made free. These are ...

This full spectrum of growth amazes me. Growth is forever more realer in the bolder depths of expansion. For ever and immensely stretching beyond all the chartered notions of what feels and comes to settle in as the pre watched and previously held norms. Growth is about forever out growing and stretching of the muscles of the self that leads to realer more colors of expansion. It is through the experiencing of growth that the universe stretches and dances itself through the life forms of the mastery of the “I AM” principle in the cosmic design code. In the times of the immense growing process there was the stall ward period of the seeming one of so when I longed for it, pined for it, cried to sleep and death for it. At least, it was a good kind of death anyway, the type that gets you to be out of bed new and renewed again. You are dying in the old shells of you coming born in the new forms and dimensions of you. In the depths of your soul you know this is what birth and rebirthing ma...

The Feminine is finally meeting her pain with a respectful namaste. Her pain is her oldest teacher. Also the one she's avoided facing at all costs. Finally, she's putting her attention to it. Feeling it fully without running away is scary,  its specially hard stay in it. Her sankalpa to shift her consciousness is coming from a space that is much larger than her contractions. Her practice is to continue to breathe into her 'not knowing'. Slowly, as she experiences her dark, agonising spaces without resistance, it begins to take her through the dark allies of lifetime after lifetime of victim/aggressor existence. And at the end of the tunnel, she meets love. Intense, blinding, golden, shimmering love. She melts into it. She brings back as much of this love as she needs, and repairs her fragmented life, replenishes her atrophied arteries, and feeds the cramped and aching parts. Her numb parts come alive, & her body begins to shift at a cellular level. Her pain body ~ ...

All pain is a golden gift but that does not mean it is without the experiencing of the pain. After we uncover the gift we are happy about the pain experience. but not necessarily at all it has not been painful. To contradict that is false. Staying at the center and focus and bringing attention to the pain in the present that we are feeling is the golden gateway to be given as gift to us. What area of your life or body or any aspect of your being are you feeling any pain? Would you simply and purely be able to bring in attention to that pain body aspect of you in pure presencing and golden light of being? That surely is the highest gift you can bring to your self in the highest present nugget of being. Pain is an inevitable composite of life and a transitory phase that shifts you into light. It may even come as a simple transition call from one defining element of life into another. Pain does not have to be the inevitable platitude for growth neither would it have to be a remark...

Sitting alone, here in the stillness of the nothingness, the void beyond and the dark, drowning beyond all points, there is nothing but letting it all go while the pain body faced all in the raw is being washed over the by the sharp jagged edges and the waves. Unfettered and nothing but the relentless waves of sinking in swallowing me over, there is no nothing and absolute still point emergence. You know nothing exists and beyond, it is just you and the universe and no point in return. It is eternal emergence. With continued and rapid moving throes of coming into terms of being alive through the pain and throbbing with it all the call for feeling so much and too much, one perhaps knows one is alive. It is as good as being merged with eternal bliss body. What is this pain body anyway? When in release you know there is nothing to be done but utter surrender while you are soaked and washed in. You drown, you are as good as dead anyway. Living surrendered to the  ultimate still po...