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“It is very hard to live with silence. The real silence is death and this is terrible. To approach this silence, it is necessary to journey to the desert. you do not go to the desert to find identity, but to lose it, to lose your personality, to be anonymous. You make yourself void. You become silence. You become more silent than the silence around you. And then something extraordinary happens: you hear silence speak." — Edmond Jabes     Dance and walk with the dead and the dying, the dying ember of everything within. When in the dying and caving in process life gives you all the chances to be in the presence of the space of full creation. You are out of the noise of the world and sometimes everything outside hurts and comes boomerang to be the scare of the paradigms that society tends to follow. But as you open up with the unfiltered rays of pure presence something extraordinary happens. It is easier being a walking zen monk in the monastery but not amidst the bustle of

In earth time experience the word enlightenment is nothing but spiritual lightness of being aligning the highest living embodiment of all that you are and have chosen in your higher self embodying in bringing the wholeness of creation in your physical living divine vessel that which you have chosen to be. It is not something to be achieved or come to but that which you are at core in all realness. It is not something you come to doing just specific things. It is something you come to no matter what and through every step and being of processing, be it the next step of having a fight in human experience or doing something that feels totally out of your soul call or making love or feeling at bliss or in stress. It is something that is within and running through the veins of it all behind the mask of human rapid experiencing. It is not something to be achieved out of the realms when and so long as you are here. However it is something that surely brings you more and more in step to t

Many people work on balancing then inner and outer layers through different means, there are those practices and other non involved ones that grow over time. Some practices need to be pushed hard while others fall into their own nature on surrendering. What brings you to balance as you as an individual will be unique to you and unlike any other! If you are to follow a teacher or a pattern to bring that core understanding of balance it can only provide as a gateway with the external means. Like flexible muscles working on their own modes in new forms of techniques, adapting to changes, varied motions and tasks, there will be the constant call for evolution from within. All the balance that can be sought form outside is after all the balance form within and here in lies the crux of the natural dynamics. You are meant to be coming to that centered grounding points on your own means and you don’t have to resort to outer works unless called forth through spontaneous joy and calling. Wha

What is it with ascension and humanity’s growth and spiritual development if we are not about to raise the bars in respecting, honoring, caring for and revering mother nature? Nature has given us our lives and we are here to honor, protect and live according to certain very ground level, simple, basic natural laws. If any part of ascension or humanity’s development is to take place we are to have it going through nature. We cannot have it going ending up with steaks in our plates, allowing poachers to do the horrible crime of slow decapitation of any form, getting to use plastics, rampant misuse of EMF, pushing antibiotics and vaccines, having leather and fur to adorn the so called fashionable, giving money to all those institutes and places which support the inhuman mutilation and carnage of nature, having abusers of children, mother earth and nature and women to roam free. This is a call that we have to take to task, to endure through the pain and conflicts they bring us, to move i

Sitting alone, here in the stillness of the nothingness, the void beyond and the dark, drowning beyond all points, there is nothing but letting it all go while the pain body faced all in the raw is being washed over the by the sharp jagged edges and the waves. Unfettered and nothing but the relentless waves of sinking in swallowing me over, there is no nothing and absolute still point emergence. You know nothing exists and beyond, it is just you and the universe and no point in return. It is eternal emergence. With continued and rapid moving throes of coming into terms of being alive through the pain and throbbing with it all the call for feeling so much and too much, one perhaps knows one is alive. It is as good as being merged with eternal bliss body. What is this pain body anyway? When in release you know there is nothing to be done but utter surrender while you are soaked and washed in. You drown, you are as good as dead anyway. Living surrendered to the  ultimate still point